I’m very much an introvert. I need to be alone a lot of the time so I don’t go crazy. Ask anyone in my family how bitchy I get at Christmas after too many days surrounded by people. It can get bad, lol.
But sometimes life gets lonely, and it’s very hard to shake off. It’s a self-perpetuating cycle, really. You try to explain what you feel to others and they simply don’t understand. It’s not their fault, but the lack of an understanding ear can make you feel even more alone.
I have a full life, and I am very lucky. I have a family that loves me. A good job. A great place to live. Adorable pets. Hobbies and interests that I am passionate about. And yet….I am not always happy.
There are times when having a very singular life can bring me down. I have friends, but I never see them or hang out with them. Everyone is busy or far away. I’m single, with no romantic partner and don’t see that changing. I live alone. I have many siblings, but none of them share the same father as me. All these things often make me feel very alone in the world.
Sometimes you just want someone who gets it. Someone who shares a piece of your life. Someone to talk about your day with. To take care of you when you’re sick. To hang out and do nothing with.
To be plural.
A ‘we’ instead of an ‘I’.