I think I’m not in love with you any more.

I will always be there for you, but I’m not 100% about you.

I have great friends. Even though I often feel insecure with them, they have never made me feel as insecure as you did, and you were supposed to be my partner.

There were people I crushed on before and after you.

Maybe we can never be together again…you really abused me.

You loved me equally, but you also told me I was a selfish bitch who never loved you.  I realize now that was your own blinders.  I loved you so much I almost died.  You made me feel unworthy of you.

And I almost let you.

It scares me because if I knew you’d stop ignoring me,if i could please you, i’d let you XXXXX XX  If I thought that would make you love me again, and not me ignore me, I would have taken it.

And if that isn’t a sign of how far gone i was, well…

I made the right decision.  I made the right decision.  I did. Because I have awesome people in my life.  Who love me.  Who don’t tear me down.

I just wish you could have believed I loved you.  As hard as you were, I LOVED you.  You were not unworthy of love.

No matter how hard you tried.