I think I’m not in love with you any more.
I will always be there for you, but I’m not 100% about you.
I have great friends. Even though I often feel insecure with them, they have never made me feel as insecure as you did, and you were supposed to be my partner.
There were people I crushed on before and after you.
Maybe we can never be together again…you really abused me.
You loved me equally, but you also told me I was a selfish bitch who never loved you. I realize now that was your own blinders. I loved you so much I almost died. You made me feel unworthy of you.
And I almost let you.
It scares me because if I knew you’d stop ignoring me,if i could please you, i’d let you XXXXX XX If I thought that would make you love me again, and not me ignore me, I would have taken it.
And if that isn’t a sign of how far gone i was, well…
I made the right decision. I made the right decision. I did. Because I have awesome people in my life. Who love me. Who don’t tear me down.
I just wish you could have believed I loved you. As hard as you were, I LOVED you. You were not unworthy of love.
No matter how hard you tried.